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Post by washi on May 10, 2011 17:48:27 GMT -5
"I cant sya am glad you lost your memory bt I'm glad I got to know you better and happier" Alex said looking down at her smiling "i like seeing you this happy its almost the opposite from what you were like before you lost your memory. I just hope it wont change when you remember again."
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Post by NinosuateFTW on May 10, 2011 20:13:28 GMT -5
~ Lilabell Jones ~
I nodded. "Same. I hope I stay this happy... but I don't think it'd be possible to go back to how... how sad you said I was." I said. Moments later, we arrived in the clearing and I let go of his hand and ran to the middle of it. I spun around happily before falling onto my back--staring up at the sky, a sense of calm happiness settling over me. "Hey, Alex? Do you happen to have that bag on you."
[OOC;;
Have him give them to her in the order listed?
This is what's in there:
1 - A charred picture of her parents and her
2 - A very charred diary from her childhood
3 - Mason's hankercheif
4 - A picture of her and Mason
5 - Her ring {obviously x3}]
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Post by washi on May 10, 2011 20:17:00 GMT -5
"I dont think youll stay this happy maybe you will though well have to wait and see i just hope you contuine talking to me and yes I do" Alex said going over and sitting next to her. he pulled the bag off his back and sat it in front of them "You would like another one right?"
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Post by NinosuateFTW on May 10, 2011 20:26:27 GMT -5
~ Lilabell Jones ~
I nodded and smiled, sitting up and turning towards him--crossing my legs in criss-cross-applesauce formation. "Yes please." I said excitedly, leaning towards him in anticipation.
[OOC;;
Have him give them to her in the order listed?
This is what's in there:
1 - A charred picture of her parents and her
2 - A very charred diary from her childhood
3 - Mason's hankercheif
4 - A picture of her and Mason
5 - Her ring {obviously x3}]
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Post by washi on May 10, 2011 20:29:15 GMT -5
Alex looks thoughtfull at the last remaining treasures he picked the dairy and brought it out and handed it over to her then closed the bag setting it off to the side..
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Post by NinosuateFTW on May 10, 2011 20:35:24 GMT -5
~ Lilabell Jones ~
As soon as my eyes landed on the diary, fear shot through my body and my stomach got a little woozy with nervousness. My gut told me this book... this book would be... a sad book. Full of heart-wrenching things. But... I needed to read it. So I reached out and took it from him, resting it on my lap and lightly brushing off the leather cover. "Alex? This... would it be okay if I read it with you? I feel... something's telling me I can't handle the contents on my own." I murmured, looking up at him through my lashes.
[OOC;;
Have him give them to her in the order listed?
This is what's in there:
1 - A charred picture of her parents and her
2 - A very charred diary from her childhood
3 - Mason's hankercheif
4 - A picture of her and Mason
5 - Her ring {obviously x3}]
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Post by washi on May 10, 2011 20:39:53 GMT -5
"Yes i dont mind we can read it together" Alex said knowing it could possibly hold a lot of sad memories for her and he didnt want have to but here through tha alone again.
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Post by NinosuateFTW on May 10, 2011 21:12:06 GMT -5
~ Lilabell Jones ~
"Thanks." I said, smiling before moving closer. I felt insecure and scared... and being close to him made me feel nice and secure and safe and warm and protected. "Well... here goes." I said before I unwrapped the cord holding the diary closed and carefully opened it up. I took a moment to scan the page over before I began reading.
"August 5, 1920. First thing’s first, let me tell you about myself. My name’s Lilabell Jones. I’m fourteen years old. I love to read, draw, and imagine these crazy worlds. I love to swim in and dive off of the waterfall that’s in my special place. My special place is beautiful." I paused and smiled before continuing. "It’s my escape. It’s where I go to remind myself it could be worse… I’ve got two human parents named Francis and Juanita. They work me hard, but it’s only the rightful punishment they give me for being... for being a killer..." I trailed off, my heart giving a painful squeeze.
What? My parents didn't love me? I wasn't sure if I wanted to continue... but I decided I had to. So, with a shaky breath, I started back up. "They could do worse. They could only give me blood when I’m about to die instead of when I’m close to deathly ill. Things could be worse. P.S: I found this wonderful blank book on the school sidewalk. I took it since no one was using it. I don't think I'm doing anything wrong, right?" I finished, feeling shaky as I gripped the diary tightly.
I closed my eyes and leaned against him. I'd be fine. I could continue. I needed to read this to try and gain my memories back.
I opened my eyes, turned the page, and continued to read--not letting my eyes stray down to the picture down at the bottom. "August 15, 1920. I’m so sad, lonely, and tired. I don’t want to go home. Last night, mother and father did their favorite... test on me. They... they lit me on fire." I took in a little shocked gasp. Oh my lord... I had to be brave. I had to be brave. I had to be brave. "I lasted fifteen minutes before passing out, and my father told me I could do better when I woke up. I gave my best smile because he believes in me… next time, I’ll last longer. Even if just a little bit. They gave me some blood that seemed fresher than usual! It tasted like it was only... two months cold! I think it’s cause today’s my birthday. If only my classmates decided to give me the same break as they had. If anything, they taunted me worse today. But oh well. I’ve decided to give myself a birthday present… so here’s a sketch of my most wonderful haven. Happy fifteenth birthday!" I finished with tears in my eyes. Oh God.
"A-alex? C-could you p-put your arm around m-me?" I asked shakily, trying to calm myself down and push the sadness away.
[OOC;;
Have him give them to her in the order listed?
This is what's in there:
1 - A charred picture of her parents and her
2 - A very charred diary from her childhood
3 - Mason's hankercheif
4 - A picture of her and Mason
5 - Her ring {obviously x3}]
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Post by washi on May 10, 2011 21:23:48 GMT -5
"Sure" Alex said he put his arm around and couldnt believe what he had heared at least before his parents had kicked them out they had loved him. HE had listened to the first to entires in silence but he could tell this was shaking her up "are you sure you ant to contuine you know we dont have to finish it today" he said. He took one of her hands and stroked the back of it trying to calm her down.
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Post by NinosuateFTW on May 10, 2011 22:14:20 GMT -5
~ Lilabell Jones ~
I nodded. "Yes. I'm sure." I said before clearing my throat, blinking the tears out of my eyes, and continuing to read. As I read, I found some comfort in the soothing feeling of his thumb rubbing the back of my hand.
The page was covered in streaks of ink that look smeared from some type of water, and the hand writing was wobbly, but I managed to read it. "December 19, 1920. I'm done. I'm horrible. I am a demon. My parents were right. I deserved more torture... then again this wouldn't have happened if.. if... they hadn't done that. Two days ago, I was taunted more than ever. They even beat me up after school. I fled as soon as I could to my haven and... and it was all ash. The only surviving thing was the waterfall. Hurt and angry beyond belief, I followed the footprints in the mud. They led me home. I grew crazed... I hadn't drank or ate in a good two weeks. So... maybe if they'd fed me... I wouldn't have drained them. I was crazed. I was pure animal. I feel so sad. I shouldn't have drained my mom. She was so close... five months pregnant. Oh god, I'm a murderer. Someone... someone will kill me soon. Hopefully... anyways, after... I drained everyone that passed until I passed out. I just woke up. I'm freaking out. I'm such a monster. I deserve to die... I killed at least fifteen people, not including my parents. I'm gonna run and just pray I'm killed. I'm so sorry. I don't deserve it, but I hope the devil goes easy on me when I arrive in hell."
I didn't stop. I couldn't. But when the page was done... I dropped the book, turned to him, threw my arms around him, and began to sob into his chest.
Oh God. Oh God. Oh God. I was a murderer.
[OOC;;
Have him give them to her in the order listed?
This is what's in there:
1 - A charred picture of her parents and her
2 - A very charred diary from her childhood
3 - Mason's hankercheif
4 - A picture of her and Mason
5 - Her ring {obviously x3}]
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Post by washi on May 10, 2011 22:29:03 GMT -5
Alex puts his arms around her he knew he might pay for this when she got her memory back but he didnt care he rubbed her back letting her cry it out. He waited till she had quieted down before talking "Lilabell I'm sorry it mus have been hard youve been through a lot from the very begining" he said softly "to even lose ou little Heaven now I understand why you acted that way"
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Post by NinosuateFTW on May 12, 2011 17:47:05 GMT -5
~ Lilabell Jones ~
I just quietly sobbed and clung tighter to him. I was horrible. Little me was right. I didn't deserve to have my soul treated nicely. I'm horrible. "I-I-I'm s-so sorr-ry." I stuttered, sobs wreaking havoc through my body as it felt like my heart just went empty and my soul turned black. So... so horrible...
[OOC;;
Have him give them to her in the order listed?
This is what's in there:
1 - A charred picture of her parents and her
2 - A very charred diary from her childhood
3 - Mason's hankercheif
4 - A picture of her and Mason
5 - Her ring {obviously x3}]
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Post by washi on May 12, 2011 17:59:00 GMT -5
"Why are you sorry?" Alex asked still rubbing her back "if you mean for the way you treated me dont worry about it. you know when I turned into a vampire I was tested on thats how I became part vampire and they made me feed from humans it was awful.It took me forever after that to control my thirst."
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Post by NinosuateFTW on May 13, 2011 1:47:26 GMT -5
~ Lilabell Jones ~
I shook my head. "N-no. I'm s-sorry that I-I've burdened you. I-I didn't deser-erve your kindness. P-please forgive me." I whispered, pain thick and obvious in my voice. I obviously had to leave. Not only was I a murderer who was burdening a nice man who didn't deserve such a burden, but I was also burdening all of those on the Light side. A murderer doesn't belong on the Light side.
[OOC;;
Have him give them to her in the order listed?
This is what's in there:
1 - A charred picture of her parents and her
2 - A very charred diary from her childhood
3 - Mason's hankercheif
4 - A picture of her and Mason
5 - Her ring {obviously x3}]
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Post by washi on May 13, 2011 16:01:53 GMT -5
"Lilabell you havent burded me at all and you do deserve my kindness because if I dont give it to you I dont know how many people will" Alex said "and there is no reason to forgive you."
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