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Post by washi on Apr 13, 2011 15:39:20 GMT -5
"Why would I be happier if you were gone?" Alex said "I hardly know you and I'm not going to kill you." He crossed his arms watching her he wouldnt kill anyone he hated the idea. The only time he killed was if the guy was trying to kill him. He felt bad for her but he didnt think killing herself was the right choice here.
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Post by NinosuateFTW on Apr 13, 2011 18:40:23 GMT -5
~ Lilabell Jones ~
I sighed, "Well it will make the majority of people happier." I muttered. "So either do it or leave." I muttered, pulling my bandaged knees to my chest, resting my chin on them and closing my eyes.
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Post by washi on Apr 13, 2011 18:46:02 GMT -5
Alex only shooked his head "You know i dont believe that" he said about people being happy about her death, but he ignored her last reply about him leaving.
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Post by NinosuateFTW on Apr 13, 2011 18:50:36 GMT -5
~ Lilabell Jones ~
I glared. "Some friend you are." I grumbled, falling to my side with an 'umph!' but not moving otherwise. "Why don't you pick your ignorance up and get both of your idiotic butts out of here. Can't you tell when you're not wanted?" I sure as hell knew when I wasn't wanted. Which was all the time.
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Post by washi on Apr 13, 2011 18:52:35 GMT -5
"Ah so now were friends?" Alex asked "i know I'm not wanted but I have ever right to be here as much as you."
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Post by NinosuateFTW on Apr 13, 2011 19:00:50 GMT -5
~ Lilabell Jones ~
I laughed dryly. "I meant of Mason's. A real friend would give his fiancée some help." I muttered before shaking my head disagreeingly. "I was here first. Not to mention you weren't his fiancée. You weren't his best friend. You weren't anything and you aren't anything." I snapped. "So go."
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Post by washi on Apr 13, 2011 19:10:13 GMT -5
"you know you probably only saying half this stuff because your upset, and no i wasnt a best friend to Mason and thats because I couldnt stay were he lived" he said still not moving.
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Post by NinosuateFTW on Apr 13, 2011 19:23:25 GMT -5
~ Lilabell Jones ~
I snorted. "You don't get it. I'm always thinking of this stuff. I wish I wasn't a wimp, otherwise I'd do it myself." I muttered. "You see, without Mason, I've got no one to live for. No one I care for that makes me want to see the light of tomorrow." My heart gave another painful thud and I began to get angry.
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Post by washi on Apr 13, 2011 19:29:00 GMT -5
"I do get it thats the thing your not the only one one who has lost someone Lilabell" Alex said "I know it hurts and you never know there could be someone out there who cares for you. And honestly it takes more courage or strength to contuine to live, Life is hard it always will be."
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Post by NinosuateFTW on Apr 13, 2011 19:41:16 GMT -5
~ Lilabell Jones ~
I just got angrier. "God, shut up shut up shut up! No one cares. I don't care. Just leave! You're an idiot and pissing me the hell off. Go." I snapped. "Go! Go! Go! Go!" I said, beginning to scream.
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Post by washi on Apr 13, 2011 20:04:16 GMT -5
Alex didnt reply he looked down as he reached out and touched her mind he entered it and lifted some of the pain off her shoulders. He let her yell at him not getting mad at her.
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Post by NinosuateFTW on Apr 13, 2011 20:15:58 GMT -5
~ Lilabell Jones ~
I continued to scream--screaming so hard my vocal cords felt like they were going to break. Yes, I was being obnoxious. No, I didn't care. "Go! Gogogogogogo!" I continued, catching my breath and feeling a little light-headed. It felt like some of the pain of everything had been lifted off of my shoulders. I still had a lot but... it felt like some disappeared. I didn't understand it... but it made me feel relieved (I wasn't exactly sure how to deal with that feeling, though, so it just kind of upset me a lot more than I already was. It felt too funny.)
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Post by washi on Apr 13, 2011 20:24:33 GMT -5
"if you need anything you know where to find me" Alex said feeling it only making things worse he pulled away alittle keeping his emotions off his face. He got up and start to move away.
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Post by NinosuateFTW on Apr 13, 2011 21:06:25 GMT -5
~ Lilabell Jones ~
. . . A Week Later . . .
I absentmindedly walked through town, a bouquet of roses in my hand as I headed for the grocery store. I was going to buy some stuff to eat so I could picnic at Mason's grave... yes, I was going out a little more. I mean... going out near people, that is. Doesn't mean I was happy or anything, I was just... coping... a little.
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Post by washi on Apr 13, 2011 21:33:05 GMT -5
Alex was walking through the town his mind closed off since there were to many people around it kinda was giving him a headace. But yet he contuined to walk through the town ignoring the small pain.
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